This is a piece I totally relate to. I understand how difficult it is being everyone's go-to guy, but when you have your own confusions and needs, even one human is barely there to answer or support you. It's more like they've become so reliant on you that they forget that you too do not know or have it all. It's a difficult place to be, but I do hope you find yourself in the midst of people who understand this part of human nature and varying personalities.
Regardless, well done for being that guy. This is a wonderful read.