For all my life I had relationships built on weekends because of distance and I'm so tired of it. And now that I've finally found a good job and my space and my habits, it's even harder to move away. I'd like so much to find someone closer to me, but at the same time I've become more picky and now it's really really hard to find someone. It's always been hard for me, and now it's harder. I'm quite resigned to loneliness