I had to take a while to actually think about thia topic and if my life was a Netflix series,it would be called BLESSED ALIEN why you may ask I have always been an island as my mother would always call me I hated trouble so I avoided people and growing up in a large family didn't even help matter, my siblings where my friends and I was oky with that.
Half of the years I spent in school that is the university I was labeled an alien because I hardly socialize the only social activities that I participated in was the sign out and that was because the entire faculty was in and I really didn't want to be the odd one out among over two thousand people, it was nothing serious just wear a white shirt and get a marker to celebrate the ending of the university phase.
As much as i wished I socialize a little more for the purpose of having more friends I'm greatfull I was an alien because my antisocial ness was a blessing.
I know how many times I attempted to socialize a little than change my mind in the middle of it because of a felling I had has saved my life, I literally avoided death and some unnecessary trouble because I choose to be an alien.
Did I wish I socialized more? YES
Would I socialize if I had the chance to again MAYBE