Do you experience/feel something similar?

Yes, this is not an isolated thing you experienced. Sometimes, when you want to capture and film everything, you kinda miss the other experience, which is seeing for yourself, spending time in front of whatever you are seeing, missing staring at the show of object and so on. Then you're wondering if you remember the actual, physical thing, or the photo you took as you mostly saw it through the lens.

You need some balance, which comes with time. You need to know how much importance to give to photographing and how much time to spend absorbing what you see with your own eyes. Otherwise the whole thing becomes just work.

I hope it makes sense what I'm saying.