I think very few people can understand what you've been through, so, I can't and don't. But, I'll say this, you actually just gave me hope with your words...

Hay milagros, sí, claro, hay situaciones fuera de lo común que evidencian el amor de Dios y la persistencia del ser humano.

To read that from you, someone going through what you're going through right now, is very encouraging. Please try to find hope in your own words.

In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on. - Robert Frost, poet